phew... after saying a loadsful of love crap.. i am finally back Yea! pui pui.. erm i am really not a lovesick person on normal days... just a little craze, emotional, lonely and controversial.. hehe quite mad actually.. haha minus the left brain of john nash.i do genuinely hope to hear from anybody who would like to have some intellectual exchanges with me.

Never have thought that heartache from love would bring me here, to write what i cannot share with the people i care, with people who don't know me.. What an irony! A friend once told me... all u need is to love ur guy and not understand him, easier said than done. How can anyone love anything she doesn't understand? Isn't honesty the most important element in any form of relationship? My "boyfriend" (or not) told me recently of the love-turn-obligation he has towards me. Yes u r right, he initiated a break-up with me. Like most women (i guess), i didn't take it very well. My "yi ku er nao, san shang diao" techniques lasted for 2 whole weeks before i was "granted" a 2nd chance with a 2-yr expiry, haha.